(now) what’s going on

Now Playing: Karen Gwyer’s “Man On Mountain” EP

It’s been a minute; how are things?

Heavily affected for a long minute by the amphet shortages, which was disastrous for the first week and a slow grind in the month following. I don’t want to find myself in that place ever again.

Many signs pointing towards the need to self-express, which I need to take seriously. My therapist, my friends, my former therapist, my coworkers, my partner… everyone says it’s a good idea. I agree with them.

I don’t want to lock myself behind purchasing new shit to make any change in my life, buutttttt it’d be nice to have a new journal/planner to kick things off with. Maybe I should run through the last pages of this guy I’ve had for 4+ years with my seasonal planning.

More physical activity recently, more friendships, more activity overall. I might start waking up in the morning for some exercising to get my day started and give myself time to gently open up to the day. Stranger, let me know if there’s a dedicated word for the daisy’s process of opening its pedals to the world in anticipation of sunlight and good weather.

Kind of newly obsessed with ‘chat’ as a fourth person pronoun, like addressing the chorus; I may start employing that myself, or another (see ‘stranger’ above), or just picking the notion around in my teeth.

Anyways. Idk. It goes it goes it goes